Get Out of My Head

Sesmu is the ancient Egyptian demonic god of execution, slaughter, blood, oil, wine and perfume. Like many of the gods of Ancient Egypt, Sesmu was of a complex nature. He had qualities of both light and darkness, but this was not the reason that he was known as a 'demon'. To the Egyptians, demons were not necessarily evil in nature. Often they were quite helpful. Instead, the term 'demon' was given to Sesmu because he was one of the lesser deities, and due to his relation to the underworld. Sesmu followed the commands of The God of The Dead, and therefore was sometimes given the title ‘Slaughterer of Souls’. He initially seems to be a fierce underworld deity, but Sesmu was quite helpful to the dead.

What am I going to do with my life? I know I want to be self employed and that’s why I want to go to culinary school. Just so I can open my own bakery or restaurant or something and be my own boss. But I kind of want to help people… I kind of want to go into psychology, and help all the fucked up kids just like myself. I want to help them realize they are worth something, and they don’t need that guy to feel good about themselves or to be happy, that they have more power than they think. Pretty much a lot of the shit I have. I want to help kids like me. I want to help all those lost souls. I love cooking but making a good meal just doesn’t compare to helping someone resolve their issues. I don’t know. I’m really lost.

3 months ago