Sesmu is the ancient Egyptian demonic god of execution, slaughter, blood, oil, wine and perfume. Like many of the gods of Ancient Egypt, Sesmu was of a complex nature. He had qualities of both light and darkness, but this was not the reason that he was known as a 'demon'. To the Egyptians, demons were not necessarily evil in nature. Often they were quite helpful. Instead, the term 'demon' was given to Sesmu because he was one of the lesser deities, and due to his relation to the underworld. Sesmu followed the commands of The God of The Dead, and therefore was sometimes given the title ‘Slaughterer of Souls’. He initially seems to be a fierce underworld deity, but Sesmu was quite helpful to the dead.
I can’t wait to do acid again. Last time was really emotional, and not in the way I wanted. I want this time to be different. To be better. I want to go explore and feel good and feel happy and notice how insignificant I am and how beautiful everything else is, and to just run as far as I want and have nothing stop me. I don’t care how much it will hurt my feet if I run. I need that freedom. I just need to have that filter taken away from my brain. I need that perspective back. I need to stop caring.